Sunday, December 11, 2011


Oh yeah, about 2pm today, I just accomplished my TOEFL iBT Test.
Hamdalillah.. Finally I free from any commitment of the EXAM!!

oke la. everything is just fine. now, i just have to pray for the best.

Actually, this morning I am not feeling very well,there is something wrong with my eyes. I dont know, my eyes are red. I have headache, but then exam must be go on even I were in accident. huu~~

Ok la ,forget all about the exams~
think about FREEDOM now!! even for a while 
and after this I will start my first project!
this one !! -----------------------------------

bunga bunga pink. pinky kah aku ni? ;p

My own album :)
I cant wait it!

Ok, til then! maasalamah!

p/s kak long, if u read this, I know u just cant wait to see the pics right? hehehe
dun worry, I will show it to u by hook or by crook :)

Friday, December 9, 2011

Friday Tazkirah :)

When you sleep, you dream.
When you sleep, you lost your mind.
You lost your body.
You leave the real world.
Anything you do in your dream will never affect your world.
When you wake up from your sleep, you are in the real world again.

The world is like a dream.

When you die, you lost your body.
You leave the real world.
BUT, anything you did in this dream, it will affect your hereafter.
and you will never ever WAKE UP from the sleep.

This world is the real dream for the hereafter.
Whatever you did in this short dream, you will receive it in the hereafter.

Jannah or Narr.
You choose.

Thursday, December 8, 2011



I AM NERVOUSSSS !!!blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com


i will sitting for my TOEFL this sunday. i had flu since three days agoblogger-emoticon.blogspot.com, and yesterday was the first day i revised for TOEFL.

oh, damnnnn!! blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com

until now, speaking section is the most-hardest- section !!!


macam mana nii?? adeyhhhhh...
nak lari?blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com

tak bleyyy !!! kena hadapi jugak!!blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com hmmmmm....

ok, everyone. i just want to luahkan perasaan ni.. dah jerit satu umah, tp xberkesan juga.. tak mampu nak bg terer cakap english.. hmm..

ok, maasalamah everyone ......

Sunday, December 4, 2011

babbling again~


Oh ya, I just finished SAT at Dalat International School in Penang. I think I am the only girl with hair covered, and there a few Malay boys. One of them is from INTEC too, but unfortunately I do not know his name, I just know his face. huu~

but, i guess it is not important right? teheee!

oke la, everything was going fine, I pray, for this time, I will pass the requirement.. ameeenn~

and now, I am struggling for TOEFL. this is the hardest part as there is SPEAKING SECTION! oh, no.


rilex2.. chill2.. practice make perfect! yahh ! cool jaa~

hmm.. actually, I miss a lot of things, seriously ..
last time, I saw al-kuliyah with the audiences were wearing the tudung labuh, do u know what is tudung labuh? u know, like tudung sekolah but, it is longer.
thats mean the tudung really cover you hair, your chest which is as asked by Islam.

yeah, I miss to wear this kind of tudung. In INTEC, particularly in American Degree Foundation Program, there are two people who are still with their identity; girl with tudung labuh. I respect them very much! Widad and Naimah.
What about me? It is still long and cover my hair and chest, but I have to put some brooches.

Hmm.. Well.. Ahh, I do not know to say.
Still people looking down at people who wear this kind of tudung. I do not know why. blogger-emoticon.blogspot.comMaybe because it is obsolete? Obscure? Old fashinoned? bla bla bla

I remembered Widad said before, " Kita kena buktikan budak tudung labuh pun boleh jugak pi Amerika"

She is right, this is a motivation for us to make people realize, make people know that BUDAK TUDUNG LABUH PUN BOLEH PI AMERIKA!

If I am not mistaken, we are the second batch from Maktab Mahmud who are going to study in US. Our senior, Faris had successfully in US, Iowa University.

You know, you are not only bring up your name, your family`s name and also Maahad`s name!

ah, sudah. banyak merepek~

and one more, I miss all the tazkirah. I stalked my friends` blog, and they are really good in giving tazkirah. congratulation friends! I wish I can be like all of you.

please pray for me kawan~
I miss all of you.
I miss the moments that we had together.
I miss the tazkirah that I had left a few month ago.
I miss it...
I miss you ..

. tears in smile .